I really hope my grandma is okay..I know if something happens I am not going to be able to handle it cause I am still a kid at heart especially since she raised me from when I was a baby until I went off to college. It is going to be so hard, I saw her everyday for the last 17 years of my life and she did everything for me. She taught me how to be generous, be caring, loving, selfless, seriously she is my role model. She would take care of me whenever I had a cold and made sure I took all my medicine on time even if it meant waking up at 4am. She would walk me to school and pick me up even if her legs had always failed on her. & whenever I get in trouble with my parents she is always there to comfort me and open the door when I get time out and locked in the garage. :( I remember when I really didn’t want to eat meat during dinner I would find a way to throw it away when everyone wasn’t looking but my grandma would just take it off my plate when my mom leaves and eat it for me. & I remember she was the one who taught me how to spell California and Sacramento and tried so hard to tutor me even when her english wasn’t the best. & even til now whenever I come home for breaks she would have all my stuff ready and bed made and still treat me like a little girl. This is the saddest i’ve seen my grandma and I prrrrrraaaaayyyy nothings going to happen, I can’t imagine, it makess me so worried and sad everytime I start thinking about it