Wahhh I would be so much more happier and the happiest girlll aliiiive if I can get the disney global marketing internship instead!!!! *crosses fingers for another interview* D:
I really hope my grandma is okay..I know if something happens I am not going to be able to handle it cause I am still a kid at heart especially since she raised me from when I was a baby until I went off to college. It is going to be so hard, I saw her everyday for the last 17 years of my life and she did everything for me. She taught me how to be generous, be caring, loving, selfless, seriously she is my role model. She would take care of me whenever I had a cold and made sure I took all my medicine on time even if it meant waking up at 4am. She would walk me to school and pick me up even if her legs had always failed on her. & whenever I get in trouble with my parents she is always there to comfort me and open the door when I get time out and locked in the garage. :( I remember when I really didn’t want to eat meat during dinner I would find a way to throw it away when everyone wasn’t looking but my grandma would just take it off my plate when my mom leaves and eat it for me. & I remember she was the one who taught me how to spell California and Sacramento and tried so hard to tutor me even when her english wasn’t the best. & even til now whenever I come home for breaks she would have all my stuff ready and bed made and still treat me like a little girl. This is the saddest i’ve seen my grandma and I prrrrrraaaaayyyy nothings going to happen, I can’t imagine, it makess me so worried and sad everytime I start thinking about it
The tide is coming I don’t if I can take it
I lose my focus, lose my focus
With every breath I feel my inhibition breaking
I can’t control it
Just so happy to be home :) Even though it is not as packed as the last Winter Breaks like going to New York last year, I can honestly say I am happy to spend all my days with the most closest and loved ones even if it means doing absolutely nothing. Going to miss it and not having to worry about studying! Time goes by so fast, can’t believe it has already been a year since last Winter. So excited to turn 21 this yeearr :)
artist: dia frampton
song: don’t kick the chair (featuring kid cudi)
album: reda masterpiece all artists want a piece of.
SPREAD THE DIA!
(via misschristinele)
1. Finished both final papers without pulling al nighters!
2. Got over my mandarin oral presentation even though I can not stand in large crowds of people for the life of me
3. Applied for jobs
4. Walked everywhere today and got my daily exercise even though I almost died of exhaustion
I think it is an accomplished day heheh
So we played this ice breaker game last night where we have to list out all our goals in life and these were the first things that came up in my mind hehe:
Grad School @ UCLA or USF & study business
Find something I’m passionate in
Find a job in So Cal
Buy my pretty Lexus with blue lights :)
Travel the world with my BFF, try new things!!
Be Happy
Become a yelp elite
Get married, big family, big house, and live the life!